Sunday, May 08, 2005 when you're close to tears,
remember, someday it'll all be over.
happy mother's day! :)
san's back today but she's leaving tmrw ): don't think i can eat dinner with them so maybe drinks tonight. & suddenly i miss being in st nicks.
was blog surfing last night. read somewhere that it is through forgiving and forgetting that a relationship can work out. it's very true. i've been there before. why can't you find love deep down in your heart to forget? i finally realise i don't mean much to you .. or maybe i meant too much.
i'm going to be okay one day, just like you. you seem to carry on with life like nothing ever happened. like it didn't hurt you at all. is it just a mask? i still remember how it was for you, said you were sitting there staring at the sky. but guess the pain faded for you but it stayed in me.
might see you tonight, or maybe not. three years and we're back to square one. why? you once said you don't know why but you'd always do the right thing in the end. i know this is right. i know how we'd end but i just couldn't bear to leave you. can't you just do the wrong thing for once? at least we'd still have each other.
we used to be lovers, and now we're just two strangers standing in the crowd as the rain falls down on us.
- praying
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